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Summary of Tape No 600X6 7 February 1995 "1995 Ghost Ranch 5-Day Workshop - Tape 6 of 8" |
Tape 600X6 centers on a powerful turning point in Bartholomew's teaching - one in which the seeker is gently yet firmly invited to lay down all spiritual striving. The tape opens by addressing the existential exhaustion many seekers feel: the fatigue not just of life, but of endless inner work. Bartholomew framed this exhaustion not as a failure, but as a sacred threshold: a point of surrender where one stops fixing and starts seeing. He made a clear distinction between suffering and pain, saying that suffering arises when we believe the story of "me" - and that even pain can serve as a purifier when it strips away the false self. Throughout the session, Bartholomew urged listeners to stop identifying with their emotions, thoughts, and even their spiritual narratives. He repeatedly returned to the statement that you are not the content of awareness - you are the awareness itself. This radical simplification becomes a central mantra in the tape. Even experiences like fear, doubt, or egoic reactivity are re-framed not as obstacles but as opportunities to rest in the witnessing space. A profound section of the tape explores the meaning of real love. Not emotional love, not the transactional love that dominates most human relationships, but the kind of impersonal, unconditional radiance that arises from being. This love does not come from a place of need or identity; it simply flows. "True love," he said, "is what remains when separation dissolves." Such love doesn't retreat from the world - it engages from a place of stillness and presence. Bartholomew also discussed what "awakening" looks like in daily life. He warned against the common mistake of chasing peak spiritual states or trying to hold on to the clarity experienced during a retreat. Instead, he urged listeners to bring presence to the ordinary: "If presence is not real in daily life, it is not real at all." He encouraged simple awareness while brushing teeth, washing dishes, or feeling emotions - not to achieve anything, but because awareness is what we are. The tape includes poignant exchanges with participants, including one on the inner critic - a voice many listeners recognize as a constant saboteur. Bartholomew didn't recommend fighting this voice but rather seeing it with compassion, as one might hold a frightened child. Freedom is not the disappearance of the critic but disidentification from it. Similarly, the conversation turned to grace - not as something earned but as something revealed when striving ends. The session closed with an emphasis on integration. Bartholomew warned against the trap of clinging to workshop experiences or trying to "live up to" a new identity. He stressed that awakening is not about performance or clarity but a quiet willingness to meet each moment, messy, raw, beautiful as it is. "Let your breath be the prayer," he said. "Let your stillness be the sanctuary." With that, the tape gently dissolves into silence. |