This session opened with a reinterpretation of the "Guardian of the Threshold" as simply one's own accumulated negative thought forms encountered in deep meditation, then expanded into a penetrating critique of the guru-disciple relationship - one of Bartholomew's most direct challenges to conventional spiritual practice. The tape concludes with a powerful teaching on suffering: that God never uses pain to teach, and that the belief that wisdom comes through suffering is itself a trap that ensures one will suffer.
Context: A private session with Justin Moore, in which Bartholomew addressed three major questions: the Guardian of the Threshold, the guru-disciple relationship, and the belief that spiritual growth requires suffering.
The Guardian of the Threshold: Bartholomew acknowledged the traditional understanding - that at a certain stage of spiritual development, terrifying forms block one's passage to the light - but offered a different view. These forms are simply one's own accumulated negative thought forms, still part of one's aura because energy was given to them over the years. In deep meditation, one naturally encounters them. The instruction is simple: do not dwell on them, do not try to understand them, do not give them more energy. Just watch them come and go. They will dissolve on their own when no longer fed. Equally important: do not become entranced by beautiful visions either. Neither the grotesque nor the beatific is the truth - both are thought forms that need to dissolve into nothingness.
The Guru-Disciple Relationship - A Penetrating Critique: Here Bartholomew offered one of his most direct challenges to conventional spiritual practice. The fundamental problem with most guru-disciple relationships, he said, is that the earthly guru begins with a list of "thou shalt not" - and even when the conscious mind agrees, deep resentment builds because the disciple has not yet come to these renunciations through their own inner understanding. True change can only come when the disciple independently recognizes that a pattern is a hindrance. Most guru-disciple relationships are, in reality, unconscious barter arrangements: the disciple gives service, alms, or homage in exchange for supposed wisdom. Many disciples remain in fruitless relationships for years, just as people stay in stagnant marriages - comfortable, not getting worse, with nothing to trigger a break. Eventually something does trigger the break, and that breaking away can itself be the most positive spiritual experience. Bartholomew acknowledged that genuine satgurus do exist - Ramakrishna, Ramana Maharshi, and the Zen Roshis among them - but they are few and far between. For most seekers, it is wiser to pick a path, listen to the words of its original founder, and follow it wholeheartedly. He compared his own function to that of Socrates: not teaching but serving as a midwife, helping seekers give birth to their own understanding.
Past Lives and the Tape of Memory: Bartholomew explained that past-life memories are not something one should actively pursue. Just as deep meditation naturally brings thought forms into awareness without effort, past incarnations will present themselves when the time is right. The entire record goes all the way back to the beginning, and there will come a time when one plays the whole tape and rewrites it - but this happens through natural unfoldment, not through seeking.
Suffering - The Great Misconception: Bartholomew addressed what he called one of the major misconceptions on the earth plane: the belief that spiritual growth requires suffering. He was emphatic: no part of God's world has ever or will ever wish pain or suffering on a child of God. God is joy, not pain. The belief that wisdom comes through adversity is not a truth but a belief structure - and because people believe it, they leave open only the path of suffering for their learning, and so that is the path they follow. If instead one believed the way to God was through love, joy, and bliss, one would move into that state and learning would happen that way. What works is whatever you decide works. Bartholomew urged listeners to change their deep belief today, from "I will learn through suffering" to "I will learn through going within and seeing the bliss and joy and light within me." On death and loss, he reminded listeners that love abides within the heart, not within the body - relationships are never-ending, and the beloved has nowhere to go outside of the oneness that encompasses all.