In this early session — the second ever recorded — Bartholomew
offered detailed guidance to John Aiken on how to lead a spiritual study group more
effectively. His teaching centered on helping each member break through surface-level
spirituality to discover their own unique inner symbol, the personal key that, once found,
transforms everything. The session also included a remarkable exchange about the complementary
roles of mind and heart as teaching vehicles, and closed with a practice of seeking the
silence beneath all thought.
Context: This session took place in Socorro, New Mexico, with John Aiken and
his wife Louisa present alongside Mary-Margaret Moore, the channel. John had asked how to make
the work of his Quest Group — meeting each Tuesday evening — more effective.
Bartholomew responded with unusual specificity, addressing both the group's dynamics and
the particular strengths of John and Louisa as a teaching pair.
The Challenge of Group Spiritual Work: Bartholomew opened by acknowledging that he
and his colleagues on "their side" had long been aware of the group and had been working with
it in ways the members themselves did not perceive. The core difficulty was the group's
fluctuating attendance: it was hard to maintain a progressively deepening flow of
understanding when the composition kept shifting. There were seven key members who formed the
real foundation, and it was these seven — though they may not have been aware of their
interconnection — through whom Bartholomew's side worked most directly, passing
information between them during meditation.
Breaking the Membrane — The Knife of Meditation: The central image Bartholomew
offered was that many of these students were "floating on a very thin membrane" between the
depths of their being and their less enlightened parts — riding on the skin of the sea,
seeking to break through into genuine depth. The instrument for breaking that membrane is what
he called "the knife of meditation," and the form it takes does not matter: Buddhist practice,
Christian symbolism, or any other approach that the individual finds genuinely moving. What
matters is the commitment to sustained inner work, not the method.
Personal Symbols as Gateways to Transformation: Each person carries within them a
unique visual symbol that, when discovered and meditated upon, becomes a doorway to profound
transformation. These symbols are not universal — what the cross means to one person,
compassion means to another, and what one calls God carries entirely different resonance for
each individual. Bartholomew was specific: one woman in the group would find the cross deeply
meaningful and discover it anew as if finding the Holy Grail. Once she did, that symbol was to
flow with her day and night and everything would change. Another person was to find a more
nebulous symbol — perhaps compassion itself. The instruction to John was to help each
member discover their own symbol rather than offering them a framework to adopt. When contact
is made with one's true symbol, "even a rose becomes all of life — life itself in its
totality revealed in that one thing."
The Hidden Work and Patience: Much of the most significant spiritual work happens
below conscious awareness. Some members would approach the inner work superficially at first,
choosing symbols based on intellectual preference rather than genuine inner resonance —
but this too is part of the unfolding. People who have lived through significant suffering are
often the most ready for genuine opening: they have already been "processed" by life's
difficulties and carry a real hunger for something deeper. The long view matters more than
immediate results, and John and Louisa's job was simply to hold steady and create the
conditions in which each person could find their own way.
Mind and Heart as Complementary Teaching Vehicles: In a passage addressed directly to
Louisa, Bartholomew offered a teaching of unusual intimacy. The creative force, he explained,
moves through different centers in different people — in John's case, primarily through
the mind; in Louisa's, through the heart. Neither is superior. The physical vehicle cannot
sustain the force moving powerfully through both simultaneously. Louisa had tended to
undervalue her heart quality, feeling she "should" function better in the realm of thought
— but Bartholomew was emphatic: her heart capacity is a power, not a lack. The two
together made an ideal teaching pair precisely because some of the group members were
heart-oriented people who would not be well served by mind alone. "That is your puncture,"
he told Louisa — her presence balanced what John offered. He also noted, with
characteristic warmth, that John was so well-attuned to the promptings from Bartholomew's
side that they rarely needed to "shout" at him, as they sometimes had to with others.
Seeking What Is Not There — A Practice for the Group: Toward the close of
the session, Bartholomew offered the group a specific meditative practice: to search, in
their sitting times, for "what isn't there." When something arises in awareness, it is
noted — "this is here; it is not that" — and attention moves on. This is the
ancient method of neti neti, the progressive negation of all content until awareness rests
in the spacious ground beneath thought. As participants become familiar with this "nowhere,"
he sayid, they will be able to fall into it more easily during ordinary daily life —
while walking, driving, sitting — and will find in it the peace and protection they
have been seeking outside themselves.
Why This Work Matters Now: Bartholomew closed with a broader perspective. The wave
of Eastern spiritual influence reaching the West in the late 1970s was not accidental —
it was carefully planned and executed. Representatives of ancient teachings were sent, with
their own full agreement, to specific places at this specific time. The group in Socorro existed
for a reason. John carried a strong Eastern lineage; Louisa a better blending of East and West
through her incarnational history. Both were needed. What felt like a simple Tuesday evening
meeting was, in the longer view, part of a deliberate and important movement of light into a
new cultural context.